Fuck. I need someone to put this weight on.

There’s not a day that goes by that I don’t think of you.

If only you can see where I’m at in my life right now Jay… you have been one of my biggest inspirations to aim high and to keep moving forward. Thank you. Thank you for believing in me, for low key believing in me too. You don’t know how much it means to hear stories you’ve told the family about my future goals and dreams and my capabilities to just do wonders and simply help people.

This is for you, for Chels, Mom, Daddy, Grampa, Gramma, Papa and Mama & to everyone and anyone, you know who you are. And most of all, me - myself. About a year from now, graduation, passing my boards/NCLEX and the feeling of accomplishment will be the most self-rewarding thing I can ever give to myself. 

“One day at a time.”

“PISCES May, 25, 2012 - A long journey is coming to an end, Pisces. It’s been a darkly twisting road, filled with difficult surprises and tough situations. Yet you persevered. You got through it. It’s almost as if you have worked your way through a dark and frightening forest, and now you are reemerging from the shadows and moving into the light. After such a long struggle you may be feeling insecure and unworthy of what life will soon offer you. But you are a wonderful, kind, unique, extraordinary person, and you deserve every blessing that will soon fall into your life.”